Saturday morning
I really try to do my best.
Yet, I got those fuking expectations, as usually.
And as usually, expectations are not good.
Damn it, I should know it.
Expectations about everything.
Expectations about everyone.
Why expectations are not fulfilled often?
Do I do something wrong?
I don't think so.
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ONE OF MY DREAM...
COPENHAGEN...
BLOC PARTY CONCERT
FINALLY...
COZ THEY'RE THE ONES I LOVE...
I'LL BE THE BLUEST LIGHT...
Dubl in my mind
Dublin...
Capital of the country of Guiness (my goodness...), Dublin vibrates day and night, never stops running, colored by thousands of people for who the time seems to stop for few moments, like me.
Lovely week-end with my dear, B§Bs, long walks between the churches and red briks, a stop in the park, a beer taken on the window of a pub in Temple Bar, staring at people going nowhere, forgetting for a while the daily routine of our studies-party-sleeping. The feeling is pure over there, people are warm and welcoming, the guiness is smooth and the air smells the liberty.
One of my favourite city so far.
Today is much harder, back to Lund and the reality of assignments and presentations, mixed with a feeling of being pissed off by everything and everyone, when one more time, the problem is not everything and everyone, but me. Damn it! I'd like to run away, very far, with nothing to do right now, nothing to think of. Just have a little piece of freedom.
Segolene Royal made it. She is on the second tour of the presidential elections. Sarkozy seems to have a huge advantage, but I still believe and hope she will make it. Anyway, a good step for France: the debate among which democracy is based is back. Only 15 % of absention (the lowest score for the fifth Republique !!!), two opposite candidates on the second tour. Yes, France has made a huge step. Will promises be kept in two weeks, that's another story.
All my support for you Sego!
Where the hell have you been?
What happened recently to me:
- I went to France for a short trip home. Some good times, some others more troubling. Too short or too long, I don't know, but not what I wanted. A bit disappointed. (Not by saturday nite though... fucking amazing guys!!!)
- BAck to Stockholm for a couple of days with sister and one of her friend. Pretty boring too, hanging out with two 18 years old girls is not for me. I noticed the big gap between my sis and I, nothing to talk about, unable to take any decisions, never knowing in which mood she is and what she'd like to do... Tought time again.
- Then back to school... routine.
Upcoming events:
- week end to Dublin with Lotta: three days just her and me. Wanna be there already.
- Tandem race Göteborg-Lund (not sure yet): i will tell you about it another time ;)
- Göteborg half-marathon: why did I sign up for that? I think I am going to die.
- Week end in Barcelona with my old boss
- 10 days to France in the end of June with Lotta: should hang out between Vichy and Ile d'Oléron.
- Roskilde festival, Denmark
- After that, no real plans, apart starting my thesis. Usch
Apart from that, I'm doing good. A bit stressed sometimes, I still get pissed off pretty easily, and I find myself very demanding recently. At least, I amit it. Money issue is going to be a real one soon, very soon. I tried to communicate recently with some old (pretended) friends who did not answer me. Just give me a reason at least. I hope Liverpool will win the Champions League. Summer is back.
But finally, I am back. Hello.
