"Unexpected events are likely to enter the scene" said once a sugar kid...
Friday, March 30, 2007
Way to France...
Tomorrow, I'm flying back to Vichy, for 4 or 5 days of pure rest! I guess this is the first time in 3 years I want to be home so bad. I finally realized that I am still rooted there, deeply, and that it feels safe ou there. My mum is gonna cook me good dinners, I will eat cheese and cheese again, gonna see grand parents, gonna party with my buddies (who by the way don't know I'm coming... surprise tomorrow nite for a crazy night) etc.
There are days, like today, I feel so weak. It is easy to notice: I am in a bad mood, I don't smile, I am negative about everything, I complain, I say things I don't really think,and I can get angry at people so easily. But today was different. Today, I was weak and vulnerable, I lost confidence. But we talked today, and she smiled. And I suddenly remember that I was not all alone in this world. Oh no, I'm not.
I should be writting a 2000 words paper for tomorow night, and I'm not. I should have started written it yesterday night, but I did not. No, yesterday night, I went for a french movie instead.
'La môme' (title in english: La vie en rose) or the biography of Edith Piaf. I realized just before to enter the theater that I knew her without knowing her. I knew the amazing voice and the beautiful lyrics, I knew about the popularity and the crazyness. I did not know about the chilhood, about how it all started in Paris, about the boxer, about the injections... I still do not know if the movie is close enought to the reality.
What I know is that Marion Cotillard has played her best movie ever. Sad, dramatic, so true. I smiled, I laught, I cried, so much.
It's been one of the best movie I have seen in a while. Go for it!
Thank you. When are you coming back? Oh, btw, I'll be in Paris for one night thursdau the 5th of April. Don't know yet when I'll be there but if I arrive in the afternoon, could I com to the studio at nigh to see you and meet everyone. Please please please...
So basically, I was with Lotta for lunch. 13h15 was my deadline to be back at school to work on the new project. Working in a group implies respect. So I was here on time. Out of 8, 2 just left to take a plane for a week end in Prague, 4 are on a seminar that is not mandatory and 1 has disappeared. So I'm all alone, doing nothing right now but waiting and chatting with Lotta. What pisses me off is that I could be with her instead. Work groups are hard to handle sometimes.
Out of this, everything goes smoothly. The sunny and warm days were perfect and announced the spring that is coming. Yesterday night, surprise for Carol at home. Never wanted to let us know when her birthday was, but we are not fool, and we figured it ourselves. That was amazing to see her smiling so much.
In two days, Lauriane is finally coming to visit Marie and I. It is weird to have a guest that you think you know her for years, but in reality, you've never met her, I mean physically. The agenda is gonna be huge, and I hope the weather will be good. But what I want the most: that Lauriane has fun with us! Lauriane, get ready :) !
Yo la tengo, one of this band that never dies. It all started in 1985, I was one. In 2007, they're still on track, playing here and there their underground rock. My favourite song, that I played quite often recently is called "Bid day coming". One more song I wish I had written, one more song I want to sing, one more song that makes me escape from life.
Let's be undecided, let's take our time And sooner or later, we will know our mind We'll be on the outside, we won't care Cause we're together, that's somewhere
And there's a big day coming, about a mile away There's a big day coming, I can hardly wait
Let's wake up the neighbors, let's turn up our amps And we know we're used to without a plan We can play a Stones song, sitting on a fence And it'll sound pretty good, til I forget how it ends
I woke up early, couldn't go back to sleep Cause I had been thinking of where it all would lead So I made you wake up, I said, "Let's take a walk, I wanna hold your hand, we don't have to talk"
Okay, I know t's gonna be hard to believe. I found some videos of my diving instructor in Hawaii, and it turns out that on the following video, the guy you can see at the end is... me! Pretty unreal, I know. But still, one of the top 5 event of my life. It was just in front of Waikiki beach, on a deep dive on two sunk ships. Amazing!
I'm 24. I live in Sweden (though I'm french). I like to drink Coke, smoke a cigarette, indie pop-rock, spring, play bass guitar, my Converses...
But mainly, I'm a sugar kid.
A little bloody, I know...
