The end has no end
What a sad day !My too short week-end ended up this morning. The big rush from saturday night and yesterday left a fucking huge hole of melancoly, like when you watch a movie and you love it, but when it finishes, you wanna cry, you have a taste of bitterness in your mouth. I was quite lost at home, not knowing what to do, what to discuss about. And this morning, when my mother cried, it got worse. I took my trains, planes etc being happy to come back. I am back. But here is the same feeling, boring feeling. I don't know how to deal with everything, I wanna cry, I am not sure if I am going to make it this time. I am sitting here, it is 20.19, and I have nothing to do. And even if I had something to do, I don't think I would make it.
I am very lost.
Where are you ??? I noticed this week end that things have definitly changed... (that I have definitly changed)
I wish I could close my eyes and come back and switch mistakes with right actions.
I am cying now.
Stay out of trouble,
Stay in touch,
Try not to think about me too much.
Kings of convenience
Tomorrow will be another day, I hope...
written by lolo/ @ 20:18
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