Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Think twice

Yesterday night was the first game. With some girls and guys at LUMES, we created a soccer team, just for fun, and decided to play in a small league intraschool. That was quite desorganised, that was even a mess I should say, but we finally won our first game 3-1. Cool.

My books haven't killed me yet, but it's gonna come soon. The presentation of my model this morning was not as good as I was expecting. Whatever. I am tired, very tired. Friday, all day long, exam. Caffeine, I will need!!!

This week end, I got good plans. I'll drive to Trollhättan, up to the north of Göteborg, to visit Jo. I'm looking forward, need to talk, need to see her, need to be away, need to be far away, need to be in a quite place. This week end is gonna be what I need, definitly. Thanx in advance my dear crazy swede.

Emotionnaly intense.
This is a good definition for the last few days. But I start to figure things out.
Things I have figured out yet:
- things can happen twice, always (both right and wrong things... (readers reflexion required for that statement))
- Finally, what happened was just supposed to be fun. After, it is just a matter of how people are able to come back to reality. I though I was somewhere else for a while, but in the end, it was just for fun
- I am young

I'd like to be in Paris right now. I'd like to be in this bistro near the Centre Pompidou, in Beaubourg. It's a place we've been twice with Fred. Just sitting outside, a glass of wine, one of those rainy day, dead leaves on the ground, watching the people flow in the street, trying to catch their feelings, talking with an old woman. I miss Paris. I guess I'll have to go soon. Christmas holydays ???