Monday, September 04, 2006

Insomnia

I couldn't sleep last night. This is the second time in two weeks that I can't fall asleep. I am tired but I just turn and turn and turn again in the bed, thinking, wondering. Is it because I need to smoke? Is it because I don't feel quite alright (I feel better by the way). It's killing me. I tried to sleep this afternoon, I just cannot. Unbelievable.

I read my blog and I'd like to change some of my thoughs. On the article from the 31st of August , I said that "oreder is necessary in life", meaning that we need rules. This is stupid to think this. If we have rules, there is no freedom anymore. I don't say that we might not respect values anymore (this is really different from respecting rules). Freedom is certainly one of the last thing we sometimes can get, let's save it though. I don't care about stupid rules, as long as I feel free and good... Let's fuck up the rules !!!! What do you think people...

Tonite, I'm gonna buy a bed, a real one. Tomorrow, I'll leave for my field trip in Skane, it's gonna be cool.