Little thoughs
Am I a nice person? I mean, do I act right with other people, or am I just a jerk?That's a hard question. But if you hurt someone, taking an important decision, which is good for you, does that make you a bad guy???
I read an article from another blog yesterday night. It was talking about the trust that girls could have or not in boys. The author was asking that question: "Can I trust a man who says he loves me?"
Then, I though about it.
I had a girlfriend, one of my first "serious relationship". Everything was quite allright, she was older than me actually. In the beginning, it was just cool for me, I had a lot of fun with her. One day, she told me she loved me. I had also feelings for her, strong ones, but strong enough to be love??? I'm not quite sure. Anyway, I answer back that me too.
After few months, I just realized that we didn't have the same expectations, for our lifes, and also for our relationship. She was seriously engaged. I was not. I knew that one day or another, it would end up. The day I figured it out, I decided to break up with the girl. The way I did it was pathetic, I just told her like this "I'm sorry, but I leave you". And that's it!
So what ! Am I a bad person because I told her I was in love with her, realising after a while I was not, and then broke up. She certainly trusted me.
So what ! Am I a bad person not being really sure of my feelings sometimes. But once I figure it out, be honest..???
Today was a great day, I met two sand sharks one mile away from Waikiki, diving.
The new Bloc Party is coming soon. My iPod is gonna like it so much.
written by lolo/ @ 06:10
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